Been a tough few days but hopefully through to the other side now. Sickness after meals is still tough and more tired this time. Sleep is getting better. Friday I was up until 4am, Saturday only between 2-4 and last night 3-4. Hoping for a full night tonight. Yesterday I just couldn't get going at all. I sat and watched Emily dig the weeds from the pond. One advantage of being I'll is you have lots so help do the garden. She worked so hard but looks great. Emily waited so I didn't lift a finger. Some people are just good at caring for people.
Today another emotional day. Went for my reflexology at The Pink Place which was very relaxing. Nice feeling to mix with other people that are going through the same thing and share experiences. Met a lady that drinks in the coach and horses which was quite funny. Made the decision to shave my hair off today. It was falling out at such a rate that I just wanted it done. Cried as the girl was doing it. Just made it all a bit more final. Came down stairs and the people were so kind and could see I was upset and all just hugged me and all became very tearful. Then had a lovey hug from Harry who picked me up was nice to see a familiar face. I was pretty exhausted after this morning so had lunch and put myself to bed for a few hours. Had a great sleep though. People's kindness still overwhelms me. My dear friend Helen drove down from Nottingham to be with me this week, leaving her 2 boys behind with hubby to be with me. She has packed her juicer and veg box so looks like I will be on a green stuff by the end of the week. Coconut water this afternoon which took me ages to drink but slipped apple juice in to make it more palatable. You tastebuds just change and foods you like just seem horrible now.
Boys back today. Zach was a little shocked by my hair and really didn't know what to say. I think I will keep wearing hats just softens the whole experience. Luke didn't even mention it just looked and off he went.
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