What a ride!

Wow, can't believe how things are going, really quite amazing.

The radio interview yesterday really was good fun and once I had settled my nerves really quite enjoyed it.  All this media attention is great.  In more papers this week, really quite amazing just trying to get my feet on the floor and stay focused on Telesales for Business too. Which ironically is going really well.  Life is a funny thing, one minute you have it all taken away from you and then all of this.  You have to take opportunities in life, you really do have to grasp things and go.  I don't have time to look back on last year, which I think is a positive as it is making me move forward and not dwell in the past and the pain of 2014.  I still worry about it coming back and whenever an appointment is near I start to get uneasy about it. Every time I have a bit of pain I record it and wonder, so hard living with something that could return at any moment and actually could kill you.  I don't think about that though, and just carry on going forward. It is fun writing this, its been a while, but when you have to actually think about how you feel it brings back all sorts of emotions.  I haven't cried in ages, but today I sit here writing this with a tear running down my face.

I have also had to realise how fragile I am still, and only the slightest bug can knock me for 6. I got a water infection a couple of weeks ago, which completely floored me.  Even the doctor was surprised how my body reacted.  There was no reason, just my immune system kicking back and saying that is it isn't fixed yet.  Still recovering from a cold over Christmas.  I still have to be careful and manage myself well when it comes to exercise, but each time I go out the stronger I am becoming.  I did my first ever 27 mile bike ride a few weeks ago, but it really tired me out and couldn't move for the evening, but did it again last weekend and felt okay.

With all the excitement in my life, it is so amazing to have someone to share it with.  Yes, you all knew I had started dating and were desperately trying to find out a little more. Well, I am just going steady with someone which feels fab.  It is still early days and only been a couple of months It just feels like everything is coming together for me.  It is so wonderful to be able to share these experiences and excitement.

Your life can change so quickly and we all have to be grateful for what we have as I well know it can be taken so quickly too.  There is always someone worse off than you even if you think your life is crap I always focus on I am here and living, I am going to enjoy this journey as I think I am in for a great ride in 2015.