Update

Weird

Weird

The weirdest thing happened this week which surprised me and my fellow work colleagues.  I am trying to raise more money for GP so spreading a lot of time talking to investors. I have been doing this all summer so so,etching that I am really use to. Anyway on Tuesday I was sitting in a particularly tough meeting with a gentlemen that grilled me more than usual. He kept quizzing me about Telesales For Business (my old business) and wanted to know what had happened to it. I just kept saying that it had come to a natural end, I didn't really answer the question but kept going around it. Then out of the blue I started to well up and the tears ran down my face. I couldn't get my words out and really chocked up. I finally composed myself and explained that I was diagnosed with breast cancer in March 2014 and had to let my clients go as I had 9 months of treatment.  When I returned to work in the November I only picked 2 up just to get me back into it.  I have been talking about the cancer to so many people and was so shocked that the feelings come out in the meeting, really not sure why. Even Richard one of GP's directors was sitting there as the tears fell. Tried to analyse why it happened, but can't put my finger on it. I apologised to Richard and the lovely gentlemen and felt so embarrassed that it had happened.

My visit's to London are becoming more frequent, find them very tiring and the next day I really feel it. Even though I am as fit as a fiddle travelling still wares me out. In again today, so tomorrow I will be particular tired. For the first time ever in one of the meetings I have had he ask about what if IT comes back? How do you answer that? I don't know, who knows! All I can do is build it so it can run without me. I can't do anymore than that